Life!

So who ever said life would be easy? and if they did who are they and what kind of life do they have? yesterday was not a good day....when your day starts out bad i think it is a rule of thumb that it continues to go bad all day... i started work yesterday and i wasnt excited about it cuz my boys have loved having me home so much and actually much to my disbelief i have loved being home with them....what little joys! plus i was already a little discourage for how my weekend went i didnt get to do anything i wanted to do and the whole time i felt like i was making someone else feel bad....why cant there be more time when it comes to friends and family?

There was a talk in conference about trials and how they make you better...you know how one talk just jumps out and hits you...that was my talk for this conference. i know that without trials i wouldnt be who i am today or where i am today. i also know that i am definitely not the person God wants me to be cuz i sure seem to be having a lot of trials as of late! the phrase with Jesus picture over it comes to mind...."i never said it would be easy I only said it would be worth it." i know that if i make to heaven and get to be with my family and Christ and my Lord it will be worth it...so why do i sometimes feel like giving up or that it is too hard? i remember my first year at college one of the first relief society classes i went to was given on trials and how to handle them and in my little nieve mind i thought who has trials so big that they struggle so much with them..... i only bring this up to the point that i wish i was young again sometimes and nieve to the world and its bitterness...but then i would not know the sweetness of it.

just a thought